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Sooooo.. :)

Let's see, after class, I came back home, waited for mummy to come back so that I could take the car and pick Juvin up for dinner, and yes, it went well.. accept for the part i made her WAIT, (SORRY LA) =.= haha, anyways, we went for bah kut teh! :P

Quote of the day : "Chill and have some pork intestines!"

Well after dropping her home, I so called "rushed" my way to ss2 to meet up with the others, and on my way there, I knocked down a motorcyclist while cornering.. well, it wasn't my fault at all that he came to my lane, he was a nice chap tho, although he fell down, he picked up his motor, turned back waved and gave me a thumbs up and ciao-ed. o: haha, i thought my 'P' was a goner.

and yeah, seriously, without my buddies, i'd been feeling even screwed up as i am now heh.

right, pictures ;p

Okay, this was a good timing, as i got down from my college, i saw this cool waja, who i think many had hated him/her, that i think this waja owner owed the whole world money. :P
*i'll let the pictures do the talking* ;)

Look closely, the back windscreen, it's gone :D

I think it's quite obvious that he can't look back to the right while he is driving ;p *hint-hint*

It's missing, it's suppose to have a highlight there :P

and okay, i thought that i had enough of it, i continued walking and walking and woahlah! i saw another car which is quite sexy as well :P

OMFG! THERE'S A BIG MISSING PART THERE! :(

There you have it, a bumper car! :P

I concluded that I think people around my college are all debtors, they owe hell lot of money from some ah loong? I can't call it 'Ampang Park' anymore, I should start calling it 'Ah-Loong Park' :P (what, it's not funny? LAUGH LA AHAHARHARHARHA) :D

'Sweet and Sour' anyone?

Well at least it did give us a warning ;p [stupid smiling tiger]

and yes, praevin went to 7-11 during break time and brought up some snacks, well just a packet of red hot ginger that killed me!

Well that concluded my day. :D

And I really gotta thank JUVIN alot lot lot lot lot lot lot! Thanks for being there for me :)
And as i promised! :P

HAHA! Don't hate me, it's a 'hawt' picture there ;p with your 2 cups of 'shots' hahaha!

Degil lagi tuuuuuuuuu!!

Well now, there we go. And really, thank you for making my day JUVIN! ;p and i'm sorry that you didn't had enough sleep! :x *huggles!* :P PS: (Psst.. Don't get hate me for posting those pics that you didn't like, TOO BAD! ;p "CHILL! HAVE A PORK INTESTINE! :DDD)

there we go, this isn't going right,
i really hope all these isn't happening..
somebody wake me up, this must be a nightmare..

i suppose this is the end? who knows..
and yes, i really do miss you, hell lots.
i really wanna know where did it go wrong,
what was it that i was lacking..
yes, i suppose i'm not good enough for you..
well, if you choose to ignore me, that's fine with me,
if you choose to talk me into things, that's fine with me,
if you choose to accept me back and give it another try,
that's fine with me as well..
someone asked me, "is she really worth your effort?"
and continued "after all, she didn't really responded"
i told em, "well, it doesn't really matter, that's fine with me"
and continued "whatever comes along, goes along"
and i concluded "if you ask me, she's worth every ounce of my heart,
every bits and pieces of my heart, i don't care how much effort i put in,
whatever happens, happened, maybe i'll be given a chance,
or maybe i will be pushed away, who cares, this is a battle, between me
and my own pain that which is hurting me internally.."
and yes, i'd blame everything on myself, for not being good enough,
one way or another, it's never her fault. not even a single bit.
i suppose, i'm rather being ignorant, but, somebody once told me,
that, i make her happy, and i should continue doing so, even if i know,
it wouldn't work anymore.
"go with the flow i suppose.." :)

*painted by km.
;i need you, badly.

;tell me all these isn't happening.
;oh.and.please.enjoy.my.music.with.me

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Today! Oh today! fuck that :P

well anyways, i'm just bored (an excuse), yeah, i am so fucking bored. i'd like to share a bit of my day with ya!

i woke up at like erm 6? pm.. well, okay forget it. i stayed at home for dinner (:DDDD I KNOW I KNOW! SO GOOD!) anyways, and then at 10++ najee called and i called david and david called najee and then george called david and we met up near our place for a drink! gawd, what would i do without my buddies! haha, anyways, yeah! me and najee were talking, and david as usual, did something stupid again! i dont know exactly what happened, but he actually stupidly made some limau seeds popping up from his cup and it hit all of us T_T what horrible shit he do to us.. sigh.

OKAY MOVING ON!

i was chit chatting with mummy! and and, we did some mosquito hunting in my room. we had that 'night market' racket that has some kind of electric flow to kill them but this one is awesome, it'll make a mini exploding sound when a mosquito is over cooked in the racket! and yesh, i love to see it go "PAKK!" so yeah, i caught one and was putting my arm high up with the racket, as soon as it went "PAKKK!" it's remaining fell, almost almost went into my mouth, but lucky enough i was smart to close my mouth so it touched my lips, but it's still disgusting! and here's the best part, mummy asked what happened, i said,

"i was bla bla bla bla and then the FUCKING(yes i said "fucking") disgusting thing fell touching my lips!"

haha, slip of a tongue, what to do ;p well she was like, "okay, and i heard what you said, *slaps*"

gawd, i love my mother! :P

well lets see, what's next.. to my irc pals reading this! Drama of the day!

[02:54] <&JusTiFieD> can we go back to the last time we have been?
[02:54] <&JusTiFieD> the moment we spent together..
[02:54] <&JusTiFieD> would you give it another chance?
[02:54] <&JusTiFieD> we might feel better.
[02:54] <&JusTiFieD> i'm..
[02:54] <&JusTiFieD> i'm...
[02:54] <&JusTiFieD> pregnant..

yes, i rawk. :)

1. oh and not forgetting, david ditched me for lunch today T_T!
2. najee walked down memory lane for dinner ;p
3. george is fucking thin now
4. kye min is always so awesome, omg!

najee :hartamas ah esok!
km : boleh gak! jom jom! tapi aku ade LAN at 10 - 1 on sat.
najee : babi, i have from 8-11!
km : okay la, then lets go hartamas!
najee : aku malaysian studies jer, ko?
km : aku bk jer!
najee : what's bk?
km : bible knowledge!
najee : pandai cover ehhh! ;p
[bk = bahasa kebangsaan :(]

"don't i just look too sexy and awesome in that sweater!"
[thanks najee, pinjam for a while kay! ;p]

well that concludes my day i suppose.. :)

well.i.am.really.scared.
scared.that.this.would.just.end.like.that.
i.really.hope.we.can.turn.back.time.and.be.happy.even.once.more.
then.again.i'll.try.my.best.to.get.you.
whatever.it.takes.
or.how.my.heart.breaks:)

well, i guess i really trust in karma now that if you asked me,
everything that i did before, which i kinda regretted,
is coming back to get me at once, and it really is hurting me,
well if it's what God has decided to leave me to deal with,
I'll accept it, no matter how painful it gets..
then again, i hope i'd get to spend all my days, with you..
talk about inspirations.. maybe i'll find it from you heh.
who cares now, all the past relationships that i was in,
all the mistakes in them, are all coming to strike me now,
angels of dove, angels of white, please heal me..
the only thing i can do, is to pray, i've sinned much.
praying for your safety, is what i can do,
well, i guess this is what i get,
from all the past mistakes that i've made,
and now that i see my life in your eyes..
it hurts even more.

*painted by km.
;i need you, badly.

;tell me all these isn't happening.
;oh.and.please.enjoy.my.music.with.me

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mmhm, lemme see, it'll be quite fun to do a boring post once in a while like..

Today! Oh today! I dropped my pencil, and I found it on the floor, I picked it up and I was so happy that it didn't go missing! [like omg right!]

Today! Oh today! I didn't know what shirt to wear to sit infront of my computer, so I just decided to not wear any! [damn right foo'!]

Today! Oh today! I was looking for a piece of paper, and guess what, I used a used paper to support recycling! [fuckin nice job km!]

Today! Oh today! I picked up my phone, I scrolled through my phonebook! And! And! I called my mother! [i'm lovin' it!]

Today! Oh today! I have this cupboard behind me, I reached out my hand, and griped the handle, and pulled it towards me, therefore, I opened the 3rd drawer! [good jobbb!]

Today! Oh today! My right arm was itchy, and I couldn't type! So what I did was, I reached out to my right arm with my left arm, used my nails, to scratch it up and down on the itchy spot, and thus, I was able to continue with typing! [wa, i didn't thought of that!]

Today! Oh today! I went out to the living room, to peak on what's on the TV, and it got a little interesting, and and, I decided to sit down and watch for a while more! [fuckin cool!]

Today! Oh today! I was sitting on the couch, and it felt so comfortable, so I decided to sit on it longer! [i wanna try that one day!]

Today! Oh today! There was a newspaper on the table, I folded it into half, to make extra free space so that the newspaper won't take the whole table's space, therefore, I was able to put something else on the table! [omfg, i've never thought of that!]

Today! Oh today! I accidentally got my cloth wet, I decided to hang it on the railing so that it would dry off and then I can use it again. [wah, that's some good shit you did!]

Today! Oh today! I saw food on the table, and I was a little hungry, thus I took some without anyone looking just to fill my stomach a little. [ahh, brilliant work!]

Today! Oh today! David Mo msg-ed me on msn, and this is what he was sad about..

:: Ðªv¦Ð :: says:
i hate poker today...
:: Ðªv¦Ð :: says:
35k chips all in...for J J
:: Ðªv¦Ð :: says:
i kalah cause the fucker won with Q heart flush
:: Ðªv¦Ð :: says:
i got J hearts
:: Ðªv¦Ð :: says:
cannot WIN..mother fucker bastard .
:: Ðªv¦Ð :: says:
abit smaller also dun get nuts..tiu..

Today! Oh today! I was thinking about 'you', and the next thing I know it, my heart was beating quite fast, and I started smiling, and then I said to myself, 'god, what a lovely girl you are', and then I realised, that I was missing you. [gawd, you shouldn't be sharing it here]

Today! Oh today, when I thought of you're sweet looking smile, my cheek went painful, sooner did I realised, I was actually smiling too much cause of you! [wtf km, stop it! =.=]

I had one of a great dinner today! Hmm, it was perfect, okay then, guess this is the perfect post for me! Haha! I'm just so AWESOME! say it people! "OMG KM! YOU'RE SO FUCKING AWESOME!

dear god,
would you please look after her,
when i'm not around,
and when i'm getting worried,
I thank you,
amen.

;i.really.do.hope.that.things.will.last
;i'm.really.happy.for.what's.going.on.at.the.moment
;well.you're.so.special.to.me.you.know
;i.wanna.spend.every.moment.i.have.with.you

;kau.yang.ada.di.hatiku

*painted by km.
;i need you, badly.

;tell me all these isn't happening.
;oh.and.please.enjoy.my.music.with.me

randomness..! (:

well, i'm studying at the moment, but just thought of "someone" and yeah! haha, can't stop smiling omfg, well anyways! i'd just wanna make it clear

the song on my blog was meant for "her" ;) woot!

well to you guys it might be an ordinary song, but i like the meaning in it! wheee!

hmm, guess i'd get back to studying (:

;well,frankly.speaking,
i.don' t.just.want.tobe.like.cause.of.my.company,
i'd.want.more..
yeah, i.miss.ya. ;)

*painted by km.
;i need you, badly.

;tell me all these isn't happening.
;oh.and.please.enjoy.my.music.with.me